closing both my eyes, waiting for surprise
9:35 p.m. | 2006-02-15
Yesterday was not so bad. I got free flowers, and my friends visited me at work. Today was even better. I had a "legally blonde" day. I rolled out of bed around noon, drove to get breakfast then went to class, sat and played around, then worked at starbucks (I actually got a lot done). I had been stressing about applying for an internship, but I took care of it pretty much. I just said fuck it and sent it off. Guess I will hear that the position is filled tomorrow (haha!).
Even better note, Drew has my number now. My cellphone at that, so that means he can reach me 24/7. That was yesterday. All I am doing is closing both my eyes and waiting for surprise. I know he isnt gonna call, so it's better to think of his possible call as a sudden and unbelieveable. I know it's sad that it's come to that, but it's better than no surprise at all. Deep down I have faith. Only because a few weeks ago, I bought a vase thinking it would be full of fake flowers, and here it is full of real red roses.
I suggest:
Have a cosmo to celebrate the surprises in life.
