"oh this is something that she would want to hear" or "honestly this is how I feel"
10:00 p.m. | 2006-02-24
I think I screwed up. Drew apologized for the kiss the next day. He seemed really confused, and what makes it worse is that this all took place on instant messenger, so I have absolutely not clue if it was "oh this is something that she would want to hear" or "honestly this is how I feel". I totally hate AIM now. It used to be this nifty way of communicating, but now, I have started the question if it is really genuine communication. You get so much more out of hearing someone's inflections and seeing their facial expressions.
So eventhough I damned Answerology the other time, I have to give it much props. Besides having a great turn around time on questions being answered, I feel that I am getting quality answers. I know what you are thinking. How is that different from IMing?? Well this is semi anonymous, so these people know absolutely nothing about me besides that I really need relationship advice. They have nothing better to do than to be honest. Why sugar coat it?
Seriously, I have no idea how to act now. I figure that Drew will probably ignore me for a while, and I definitely dont want to chase him since I have no idea if he is scared or wanting me to chase him. Kisses are bad. But that kiss was so good. I used to think that drunk kisses were the worst (hence the "shark" and "wolf" titles some guys get), but that was amazing.
Here's my favorite answer to my question:
---------- giovanni wrote --------
He's just trying to be an "after-the-fact" gentleman to score some points with you. Maybe he's testing to see how you react after the fact. That way he'll know whether to go in for another encounter or not. So....you two are just playing cat and mouse.
Trust me, he wanted to kiss and the booze was just a convenient excuse... As it was for you.
This answer was right on par with what Gina said. Perhaps things are going in a good direction. I really hope so. I just like how this guy read right into my mind.
Convenient excuses rock.
I suggest:
Shower your confusion/drepression with endorphines before you see your nephew. Luck he's only 6 weeks old and smiles at your hyperactiveness.