Ranting about nothing ... again ...
3:58 p.m. | 2006-03-30
How do women go about with this "seductress" thing? I am not having much luck. Considering that when I try to be that way, another girl walks up, usually one that has a greater history with a guy than I do, and they end up chatting and I get ignored. I have a lunch date with Chris tomorrow, and he stopped by to see me today, I guess because he doesnt remember what I look like. We were having a pretty decent conversation whent this girl stops by, and they end up talking for the rest of the time. I as like "whatever".
Not to mention that the only reason I came on campus was in hopes of seeing you know who. And of course it doesnt happen because his life is so much more grander than mine. I end up getting totatlly ignored (if that is even possible over AIM) and now I am gonna be stuck in evening traffic because I stayed late. Grand idea really.
The only reason for the lunch date tomorrow is to try out moving on from Drew since nothing is really happening there. Everyone thinks it's the weirdest relationship out there. I am starting to agree. I have heard though that people who are forever busy sometimes have to communicate the way that we do, but he really isnt that busy. Then again, I wouldnt know. I just havent seen him in almost two weeks. I hate infatuation. That word doesnt even get used that much since no one ever experiences it for long. They either form a real healthy relationship, or they move on to someone else. Me? I have to deal with, "oh do I like him, or do I LIKE him like him??" which when you think about it, makes absolutely no sense.
AND on top of all of that crap, I hear that Chris is moving to NYC. Okay great. Why spend time with me? If I was moving somewhere else, and I knew that the other person was not interested in anything below serious dating til death do us part kinda stuff, why would I bother trying to holla?? Hmmmm. Drew pulled the same thing, and it's like, why? Dont tell me that! If we are just friends, tell me a month in advance so I can properly say goodbye. Other than that, dont try to hangout with/date me and then say, "oh, I may be leaving in the next four months". EWWWW men are stupid.
I suggest: Last week you again discovered that liquor has a bad side. Tonight, try to have fun sober (yeah, like that's gonna happen).