what to think, feel, say, do
1:23 a.m. | 2006-07-11
I have gotten back into saving convo's from IM, very very bad. If you've never done it, dont start. I only usually do this when important information was mentioned in the convo, such as addresses, phone numbers, or really juicy gossip that you want to share on someone else's IM. You get the idea. So instead of doing this, I am saving the entire conversation simply for my over analyzation of what is probably nothing. And I am sure that you know who's messages I have been saving. And no, I still have no idea what to think, feel, say, do about it.
There's always this "oh if I had known you were doing "x", I would have asked to go do something with you". And how do you respond to that? I chose to say "sorry your not psychic", cuz, if he was, he would have known I wasnt doing shit at the moment and that it's never to late to go for a drink. Instead, he's content to sit and type pointless messages that for god only knows why make me feel like we're both in highschool secretly hiding under the covers in our homes from our parents having converstations we shouldnt have.
He thinks, (or likes to make me think that he thinks) that I was some lushish babe in highschool (I will admit I was probably the best thing that ever happened to a plaid skirt lol) that had men "crawling all over you". Yep, so the description in the year book. Then admits that he never dated until college. Okay. How do you interpret that? What the hell are we talking about? So confusing. Makes me wanna drink, have a ciggy, or both.
In the end, you can only ask: Is this what you want?
I suggest: Think about August and your mad vacation plans. Fitting into that two piece, that's what's on your mind.