and six months later, she said "enough!"
10:44 p.m. | 2007-10-02
Sorry for the hugh interlude. I have been trying to be a business woman for the past six months. How do I feel about leaving the college life? Eh, it's okay. Could be better, as in better job, better pay, better co-workers, but you can only ask for so much. Eventually I plan to leave this to better things, but for now, I need to be patient.
I guess I should fill you in on all the drama that has taken place. As you can guess, it wasn't much. Drew and I still do whatever it is that you want to call it. Probably late May, I had plans with Gina to meet up and hang out at our favorite coffee shop. Drew got wind of this and on the fly invited himself along. So Gina, her boyfriend (at the time), Drew and I played Trivial Pursuit and drank wine until dark. There was a nice parking lot kiss that followed (with witnesses, two girls got an eyeful of him groping my ass as we unknowingly kissed in front of their car). Then the next night he again surprised me by inviting himself over to my house for the first time ever. I was shocked, and shocked even more by the most amazing sex I will probably have in my entire life. Seriously.
So from there things went down hill. There were promises that were never kept, and my friend Michelle came to stay with me yet again, and found that he was very inconsistent with seeing me. Worst of late was my birthday, when he decided to tell me that he planned to distance himself from his friends, that he couldn't wait to graduate and get away from FL because it was so bad.
So now I haven't seen him for about 3 weeks, and it's irked me. I know we are not a serious couple, not even close to that. I understand that he is leaving in six months or so, but I don't understand the persistence that he put in all that time to only now let things slide. I hate that he made me feel so wanted and desired and now could probably care less about it. I want to complain, but for some reason I don't feel as though I have the right to because I have gone along with this game for so long.
I have put myself in a perplexing situation in deed. I thought things would change since Michelle was no longer staying here, but that is not the case. I am glad however that we have become closer girl friends in the process.
I suggest: It's fun when you get surprised. I surprised myself by finding the brandy I hid from my "roommate"! Side cars are a great way to celebrate getting your life back to yourself.